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Wed Feb 25, 2009, 9:09 PM

So yeah, Nothing's been going as I'd hoped. I'm smoking more, drinking more, and getting high more often than I even have before. I still miss Jet, my computer is finally back though

and the last guy I dated turned out to be a rapist. I won't go into that though. Actually, the last guy I dated had a kid on the way, the guy before him was the rapist lol. Despite it all, even though there is a tinge of sadness, I am fairly happy. I can't shake the feeling that I'm setting myself up for a fall, but I'll handle that when it gets here. Thanks for dealing with me during my inactivity. I've kind of been bombarded with viruses, both physical and...via internet connections.
I'm falling in love again. I haven't been in love since 8th grade. And. It. Sux. Ballz. I still don't know how to deal with it lol. My gf dumped me...um....yeah, I think that covers everything that happened while I was gone...oh! Ash! Don't kill me! When I get high, it's just kinda 'woo' lol, I never get seriously baked. Oh yeah, and I guess I'm a whore now, lol, who knew? I did a few people that I'm not proud of lol. So yea, what's up with you guys? lol

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~Jenni-sunshine Feb 26, 2009, 4:21:58 AM

You not a whore. Well unless you got paid. Anyways not the point. Its okay to miss someone like that. Branden walked out of my life. Never wants to talk to me again. I think he wanted to see if I would follow but I'm just not that sure. You dated a rapist, and a guy with an embreo on the way? That totally beat mine. I dated Branden, and now Robby. *Shrugs* My best friends. *Hug* Don't worry be happy. (:

*ashforyoursoul Feb 26, 2009, 8:44:27 AM

I would rather prefer that you do not get high at all but who am I to tell you what to do with your life.

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^{"Normally, its not my nature to threaten or kill, but I won't have any pity this time. I'll send you down a path of evil to make your own hell." - Yuri from Kyou Kara Maou}

~Aselleus Feb 26, 2009, 3:25:39 PM

no! don't say all that >.< it tis saddening, what about school and what you want to do as a proffession? ;o

btw college sucks in that I don't get alot of sleep. T_T and the 3d animation and whatnot here seems to suck too, but maybe its just cause I'm still a freshman. Damn California having better schools for my needs!!

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~Suna23Rewander Feb 27, 2009, 10:19:07 AM

I am fairly happy lol. It's just...odd. After all the shit went down I kinda ran to Donavan, and even since then we've been pretty damn close to best friends lol...who occasionally have sex

Stoners live and stoners die, but in the end we all get high. So if in life you don't succeed, fuck this shit and smoke some weed!

~Suna23Rewander Feb 27, 2009, 10:19:40 AM

Yes, and I prefer to listen to you, but I'm not getting addicted to the stuff

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Stoners live and stoners die, but in the end we all get high. So if in life you don't succeed, fuck this shit and smoke some weed!

~Suna23Rewander Feb 27, 2009, 10:21:33 AM

Man, I think I might drop out the day before graduation lol. Skool is way overrated.

Are you going to Cameron?

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Stoners live and stoners die, but in the end we all get high. So if in life you don't succeed, fuck this shit and smoke some weed!

~DoodleKid Feb 27, 2009, 2:45:43 PM

Oh Sunaa... stop smoking, stop getting high, and keep the drinking to a minimum!!!
Seriously, if you keep it up, it won't lead to anywhere good... and I know you'll say you can quit whenever you want or you don't do it that much, but still, please just stop.

And... don't worry about those horrid love experiences, you'll find the right guy/gal for yourself in no time! You have to remember the past, but don't get stuck on it. Just keep looking, move forward, and don't fall for anyone you're not 100% sure about... >_< Okay, 90%. And no, you're not a whore. Unless you're accepting CASHHH.

Don't worry about life Suna. It always gets better, but you have to try and make it better in order for that to happen. Please, just TRYYY.

And finally, WELCOME BACK! *tackle-hug*

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*ashforyoursoul Feb 27, 2009, 4:43:58 PM

I know you are not addicted to the stuff but just the fact that you are going that stuff which concerns me. But I wouldn't want you getting addicted either or to anything else. But, eh, whatever.

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^{"Normally, its not my nature to threaten or kill, but I won't have any pity this time. I'll send you down a path of evil to make your own hell." - Yuri from Kyou Kara Maou}

~Jenni-sunshine Feb 27, 2009, 8:27:19 PM

Well, Branden and I had a falling out and he told me he never wanted to speak to me again. But, see I've known him and Robby both since I was a kid. So I started dating Robby, and Branden hates me because I like Robby. *Rolls eyes* why do my two best friends in the world have to both be in love with me? And I love them both too...I've had sex with them both...o_0